4.28.2010

The Gray Lady

THE GRAY LADY

TO LOVE YOU, SMELL YOUR SCENT AGAIN,
TO FEEL THE WEIGHT OF YOU IN MY ARMS,

BURY MY FACE IN THE FOLDS OF YOUR DRESS-
THE LOVERS SINCE HAVE SLEPT NOTHING LIKE YOU,
THEY LEAVE ME COLD AND RESTLESS.

REMEMBER WHEN WE LIVED FOR OUR MOMENTS TOGETHER?
A CHANCE MEETING AT A COFFEE HOUSE
WHEN I WASN'T EXPECTING YOU IN TOWN,
THE HOURS SPENT IN CONVERSATION
THE TRAIN RIDE HOME, WE SHARED A CAR...

YOU FELT I HAD ABANDONED YOU,
LEAVING, AS I HAD, WITH YOU ON THE PLATFORM
LOOKING BACK FOR JUST A MOMENT-
THE WIND SWEPT YOU AND YOUR SCARF AWAY,
AND THE DESPERATE, INKY DRIFT OF YOUR PERFUME.

A STUBBORN LIPSTICK STAIN ON MY COLLAR
THE ONLY TANGIBLE SIGN WE MET AND LOVED,
THAT YOU HAD TOUCHED ME.

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NOT A LESBO POEM. ACTUALLY IT'S A REFLECTION ON THE SLOW, AGONIZING DEMISE OF PRINT MEDIA, "THE GRAY LADY" OF COURSE REFERRING TO THE NEW YORK TIMES. I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS, READING SOMETHING ON AN iPOD JUST ISN'T THE SAME.

Bones, Cont'd

IV.
FEMUR

THIS IS THE MOLD IN WHICH YOU CHOUSE
TO CAST AND SET MY YOUTH.
YOUR WEAPONS OF CHOICE
FOR SPEED, SEDUCTION,

DANCING.
I RETURN TO THEM NOW
SEEKING OLD HAUNTS,
MARROW RICH WITH LIFE
AND THICK WITH MEANING.
MY SON HAS QUITE THE SAME ENERGY--
SMALL, UNFINISHED VERSION OF HIS FATHER.

V.
SPINE

WHAT SPIRAL-SHELLED PERFECTION
HAS THE ARTIST THOUGHT UP TODAY?
ONE THAT BENDS WITH BLOWS,
CURLS IN PAIN,
UNFURLS WITH JOY...
ONE THAT STRETCHES STRAIGHT WITH DIGNITY,
THAT BEARS THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD
AND DOES NOT BREAK.